This was a beautiful read - thank you for sharing your story 💙
I don't have many friends - it is a choice - I used to have many superficial ones at one time but one terrible crisis revealed to me that in reality of life an shallow friendships -
I hope you are able to find such a tribe elsewhere - I met two of my close friends on Medium - they just popped up in my comments one day and as they say, the rest is history - writing life is not easy and you need good friends to lean on - am glad I have them in my life 😊👍