This spoke to me. I come from a fiercely competitive family - I am talking academics, jobs what have you. All I wanted to do was do my own thing but couldn't because of my family's expectations. Not until now that is...

If you have a moment I'd like to share an article with you just to give you an idea

https://betterhumans.pub/how-i-overcame-perfectionism-anxiety-in-order-to-live-my-best-life-ebd274bae73