This reminded me of an experience I had as a child - I had an aunt who had a great sense of style, a fashionista and I was 99% sure she would be gifting me a lovely dress for my birthday - and I even imagined foregoing the one my mom had picked out in anticipation of what I was sure my aunt would bring -didn't happen and I was sorely disappointed -

That's why the highlighted text resonates. Happy to be your friend, my dear 💙