It takes a lot of courage to open up about something so recent and so painful - but am glad to see you are talking about it rather than shutting down...writing is therapeutic that way...it gets you to write and process and vent while trying to make sense of what just happened and why
I agree with Noelle - despite having gone through what you just went through, am proud of the fact that you never once trashed the other person despite the awful thing they perpetuated in the name of love - it goes to show the kind of person you are - sending you positive thoughts, my friend 💙🙏