Interesting - because it is contrary to popular belief that it will put you in a chill place -

But I get it - I tried cigarettes as a teenager and it was only that one time - I hated the smell and taste - same goes with alcohol - it makes me depressed and puts me in a bad mood - this is oversharing I know and will make me look like a prude given that the idea of fun in these parts is a few drinks and more drinks - oh well