I hear you, Claire - these lines are deeply felt...so many times I have felt this same thing - not just the physical fatigue from fibromyalgia but the emotional one too...the sad thing is I don't have a beyond back...maybe I will in the future - I certainly hope so because at least I will have that then...I used to even look to the moon for clarity - I found it in my faith
Sending you love and positive vibes 💙