I can relate to this on some level - you know, you think someone is for you - in fact you believe it is so until you find out it's not so - you think you are not enough with all your baggage etc and want to give up on searching for love (my experience)

then you find true love in the most unlikely of places or rather it just happens when you are least expecting it - I have seen that happen and the only word I can say is wow 😊💕