I am not sure if I can take that many rejections and still continue to write simply because this is my stress relief and main hobby - if I get caught up in it, I might as well find a diff hobby because there will be no joy to it - I blog about my life among other topics on three diff platforms - I own two pubs here so I publish there - I tried publishing with 'quality' pubs here but other than editing my post within an inch of its life there was little diff in views

I commend you for sticking with your goals - I must say you are truly determined and passionate 👍Best wishes in your writing endeavors!