I am not at all like some of my family members as in I don't seem to have the you need to make a lot of money to be successful gene - or is to appear successful gene?

My culture is weird that way - even if there is no money in the bank, appearances matter

At one point, when I was surfing a wave with my writing in 2022, I tried my hand at multi tasking (various writing related endeavors) - I quickly realized I was not cut out for it and moreover I really didn't know what I was doing lol