First of all let me say thank you for being so open and vulnerable about this topic - I learned a lot and can even relate on some level - and that is apart from the dating & flirting etc, (and contrary to what ppl may think) I've had very few relationships because the emotional bonding aspect was missing - I am a Netflix (books, actually hehe) and chill person - also I am comfortable with quietness and solitude (absolutely hate loud noises, crowds or ppl encroaching my space) so that significantly narrows down the pool -

Again, love how you shared this part of you - I think I lot of ppl will fee; better that they're not alone on this